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Like an addiction

Food....

i eat it almost the same way a junkie needs a high - a alcholic needs a drink - someone needing that smoke for the nicotine.

Lately my eating has been horrid. I'm not eating health - i'm binging - and worse yet on junk food.

No-bake cookies, pina coloda smoothies, diet root beer, pizza, fries, chocolate and peanut butter, all you can eat buffets....

i've turned into a certifible glutton in the past 2 weeks. i don't know what is wrong - i hate feeling this way - i do. I miss the control i felt 3 weeks ago when i was avoiding all the tempting foods and refusing to eat

now i feel like a fraud

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ninaswords
Oct. 4th, 2004 09:22 pm (UTC)
Oh Kris
I was there last week. *hugs* I know it doesn't help, but I do understand. You start doubting you even have an ED then you freak. I'm so sorry you have to go through this too, and I hope it goes quickly for you.

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